Pain takes your breath away.

It hums in the back of your mind,

feeding you a false sense of security.

It’ll all come crashing down, run

run away.


Happiness scares you, nothing

hurts more than loss

and that’s what it’s all about.

What you’re going to lose, how much

it’s going to hurt

and you’ll be with your false sense of security again.

You create pain to feel safe

look in the mirror and

call yourself an abomination.



Drigting away or closer

Walking to or walking from

These thoughts take me away

Near, far, close, there


Thinking silently or aloud

Talking in whispers

I’m in love but I’m not proud

Of how I got here


I’m drifting away from you

But I’m closer than ever

I’m swimming

But there’s no water


These thoughts come to a conclusion

Nothing is resolved

Everything stays a mystery

And, I’m still drifting